I have stared at this post for 20-30 minutes mentally composing what I wanted to say, then trying to edit it given my propensity to be long-winded. So all I will say is I have gone through the emotional trauma of scheduling the putting down of my Dalmatian, Topspin, twice (three times if one includes the original misdiagnosis) -- and it hasn't gotten easier, and I'm sure it won't be easier when it actually happens. My best wishes are with you.
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